From the start of my relationship i was not honest about where i came from,what i wanted out of a relationship.I wasnt a man born of saying alot,im a guy of few words like my father.Never knew the outcome of being my father will lead me to this path where i would face this.I despised my father so much the day i came to be beaten by him for no reason.My life turned out to hate him so much for what he did to him,that day i bonded with my mother more than before.The reason why im writing this is i blame him for who i grown up to be and at the same time i forgave him for that day.It pains me so much it makes me realize i forgave him to late.He tried to bring out the man in me but with my ignorance and attitude towards him was so boiling to the point of no return.Many people ask me why i dont write like Sidney Sheldon and i would always say i dont match him.This has brought so much much pain in my life,of hich i blame my self.
This a blog i write all the things i feel and fail to express with my mouth,so i just write what i feel and what i'm going through in life....I hope you guys will enjoy my poems and qoutes;)
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Fullest love i have ever reached
I did reach that fullest of love and i will never regret that fullest of love even though it didnt reach the fullest pontential.All i can say is i will never regret the love i got and how much i sacrificed to get that love.My heart bleeds out as my life runs out,blood was more important to me but when i first laid my eyes on her it was like i have reached my fullest pontetial of my destiny.God told me she was the one and i did as HE desired.I knew as i was falling inlove with her daily that my destiny was going to be fulfilled but as time progressed,they were alot of ups and downs which she couldnt take and it affected me alot,my heart wasnt mouldered to be strong like other man,mine was made soft to understand women but i didnt have time to understand all about women but according to HIM i was going to understand a great deal from her,the one HE had chosen for me.But as we know not all men are strong as we thought.As much faith i had,she didnt see the same,i guess peoples faith differs,i dont know just saying.My heart is crushed differently like before which i cant explain.What God had planned for me and her was far more greater than any person could imagine but me i couldnt reach that destiny without her.I have failed but what i can say is it will be fulfilled one way or the other.This destiny is bigger than any other destiny.
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